cold fingers

yes, cold fingers is what i have had! that is what i am going to call it when i dont post for weeks....haha. it is funny because i just dont know what to write then i sit down and my fingers just start going, gettin all warmed up! so on the off time im going to call it cold fingers.
I cant beleive the holidays are here ALREADY!!! this year has gone by sooo fast. and every year i tell myself " next year im going to shop and hit the sales all summer long" YA RIGHT. here i am with nothing and no sales have been hit.... emagine that! haha. i like to shop on ebay, since there is a much better selection then what we have here. but since i have been working during the days the only time i have is when the kids are right there behind by back because our computer is in the living room, and yes there is ALWAYS a kid right by my side, and it can become time consuming. i have found it to be a bit harder. but thats o.k because im a mom.... and us moms can always find ways around things and get them done!!!! but other then that i seem to be having a good week, i think we all have, which is nice because it isnt always like that! well ,thats it for tonight.

being sick

finally, i'm getting a bit better. I have been sick for about a week now. I dont know some sinus thing, and with that a headache and coughing. and with all that ,i have to deal with this lady at work. i know, i know i just started ,and already with the drama! dont get me wrong though i like my job and once i get the hang of what im doing,i will like it even more! but see, there is this lady at work, and i feel that maybe she doesnt like me there, i dont know its weird. like she is playing two personalities. she smiles, but her eyes dont. plus i think she feels like im there to replace her! and i think I AM! i was told that they think she has been doing some dishonest things, and the managers were soposed to talk to her , but she is still there. and it just feels crowded were we are, because we only have this corner of the store to work in,and we are always buppin into eacher other. and everytime she is showing me something and i have to get close to her, it smells like stale cheap beer and purfume.....eeww. THATS NOT A GOOD MIX ,let me tell you! well, i guess thats it for me, i think i just needed to let that out. and so now that i did,until next time! (hopefully next time, will be sooner then last time! haha)

so whats new?

well,i hope this works! i am posting a little slide show of my family. i will later post one of when we went to the zoo! we had so much fun.
o.k so whats been going on? well, I GOT A JOB! i am realy excited. it is at a grocery store in the floral department.I was givin the choice of what department i wanted to work in, and i thought i was being slick and picking the floral because it seems quit back there(you know , not much going on)boy was i wrong...busy,busy,busy...i never thought there was sooo much to know about FLOWERS and PLANTS. i mean come on. ha,ha. well, i guess thats what i get. anyways , i think once im there for awhile i will get the hange of whats going on. (i hope).but the nice thing is i got my hours in between school hours, and that is soooooo nice! now my big thing is trying to get a routine down for the kids,house and now work. I think i need to give the kids more chores and train them to do more!so i dont drive myself crazy.everyone is just used to me doing everything for them, that this will be a job in itself. well anyways thats it for today! untill next time.

to big

o.k.. that was toooo big,lets try this again.

test run

o.k..... first off i want to say thank you to my sister for snazzing up my blog. THANK YOU MOMMYICA! I LOVE YOU! well, i am trying to figure out how to post pictures on here, so i can start to show my family and life. for those who might just stumble on my blog ,they will have pitures to see. ha,ha! so these are just test runs!! but my first one is the view from my front steps.(on a cloudy day)

been awhile

wow! it sure has been awhile since i posted anything. well lets see what has been going on with me?? well, i just got back from my vacation...... and it was AWESOME!!! beautiful weather,well to us anyway compared to what we are used to. we got to see lots of friends and family. loved it,got to see my niece and nephew i never met before .I didn't even want to put them down! the only thing that sucks is i feel like we didn't have enough time.. it just came and went, but i guess that's how it goes. i wish i knew how to post pic. so i can show them off. my sister is going to help me with it so maybe here real soon i can. she is also going snazzy up my blog...yay. anyways , what elts..oh,ya I'm addicted to another site maaan its craaazy i never thought that something on the computer could be so addicting, here pretty soon I'm going to have to go to detox, ha,ha.and the funny thing is i never even wanted to get into it,now i cant even get off! huh,that's funny. well,i suppose that's it for tonight...until next time!

bad haircut

i got a bad haircut..... i am so disappointed....... right before my trip too....... man this sucks.
i was so excited the other day because i called the salon to get a haircut, and they got me in the next morning and that never happens. so i go in and even took one of those clip and Carrie pic. because I'm cheesy like that, and she said " oh, ya no problem" . and i told her as long as its below my chin i will be just fine. and guess what???? IT IS ABOVE MY CHIN. its horrible. now I'm in the hopes that it will grow some before my trip so it don't look so bad, but i doubt it. i mean this looks like something i could have just done at home.even my kids had something to say about. i came home and my daughter had this look on her face and said "mom what did you do?" so ya its that bad. but anyways I'm going to leave today with that, just had to do a little complaining.

ten more days

ten more days until our trip! I'm am so excited! it seems like 3 months ago i bought the tickets, now its just days away. I'm also nerves at the same time. my family and i are going on a plane and for some of us its the first time, and by the time we get home will have been on four different ones....... so that will be interesting. i cant wait to see my family, i also cant wait to just be with mine. kids are all in school husband works soooo much , so it will just be nice to all be together. we so need this! i just hope that everything goes o.k and as planned????? its taken us allot to finally be able to this. see we live on an island, plus there's six of us. so anytime we do something , its not cheap.but anyways its all worth it. i still cant believe we are doing this, i guess i will be in shock until we get on the plane. well i know this is short but i need to go and see if i can go and chop my hair today, for this being a small town and allot of salons its seems like they are always full. so i can never get it done when i want and i still haven't found someone i like, its hard.i get nervous every time i go in. well , anyways until next time!

finally!

finally, i figured out how to put this counter on my blog!!!!!!!!! my sister gave me instructions and made it so simple for me, then i go and make it so complicated. so now after about a week or so i got it on here. well lets see , what has been going on around here???? well, found out my son has a girlfriend........ ya, he's only twelve. he has been going out with her for a week now. and what got me sooo upset was that i had to hear it from his friend. ya , his friend totally gave him up. but he didn't Deni it. see, we had already told him last year that he was to young, focus on more important things, like school.so anyways we had some really good talks for a week now, he hasn't stop hearing it from us.you know, i know there is not much he can do but come on, i mean i don't even know this girl.never met her never seen her.i mean if your going to "say" your going out with a girl, let it be with some one you've known for awhile, someone I know. anyways i think I'm just panicking too, he just started middle school , he wants to be doing more with his friends, hes already as tall as me. but anyways he really is a good kid, i just cant believe how fast he is growing up! well , that's going to be it for today.

last couple of days

well, the last couple of days have been pretty good. we had a crusade in town, were all the churches come together and reach out to the community. it was AWESOME. i really liked it. it was so moving to see that all the churches could put there different believes aside for the better good. and hearing everyone singing together brought tears to my eyes, but i love good worship music anyways, and this just did it. they had a really good speaker come up and the children had there own crusade going on so it was nice that the parents had time to enjoy them selves. so anyways this went on for about four days and allot of people came, so over all it was a nice turn out. well anyways that's about it for me, until next time!

field trip

yesterday i went on a field trip with my son. i was very excited to go with him, probably more excited then him. we went on a ship that goes out to the Bering sea for crab.it has been seen on the discovery channel, the deadliest catch. anyways, it was AWESOME. i loved it. they took us for a ride brought up some crab, octopus, shark and some other neat things. we also got to see lots of porpoises. i think the kids had a great time. but while we were on the boat i kind of got my feelings crushed. here i am like a little kid all excited going were ever my son goes thinking everything was o.k , then he turns around ans says" gosh mom why are you following me everywhere?"i really don't think he met to be hurtful but , i thought WHAT . what do you mean "why are you following me everywhere?" i felt like a tag along , you know like back when your little when your just a kid that tags a long but the rest of the kids really don't care if your there or not? or maybe that's just me..........i don't know, but overall we did have a good time together, and i love being able to go on field trips with them, and i think they enjoy it too. I'm going to miss being able to do things like that with them once i start working. well any ways that's it for today. until next time

first blog

well , yes this is my very first blog. I started reading my sisters blog for awhile and thought maybe i should start one .....hhhmmm.......... thought it would be interesting and it could be nice to just write about my day.although ,not much goes on with me , don't know what i will write about????? although i am married and have four kids..... so i will probably find more to write about then i think. so here i go, until next time!